I am you when you’re not looking. Sometimes I feel like I am still living in the nightmares of my childhood. I want to take you there with me. Catch a glimpse of surreal beauty and the macabre of everything in life, from the fantastic to the mundane. Question everything, despite knowing you will never have an answer. Life is futile, but death is a gamble. Sometimes we just have to stop thinking and taste our own blood as a reminder of our physical form, still bounded to this hellish reality until we find the will to break it. Until then, feel your mind expand and retreat within and without your body, observing everything from so far away until you can see that it really isn’t there at all. Become nothingness. Then you will have cheated death.
But never let go of your innocence, it could be the only anchor you have left, should you want to stay.